Paradise Lost
Well that Sucks. I finally heard from the church in Paradise, TX I wanted to get hired at. They are currently seriously pursuing someone else for MY POSITION. But, he said…
“God has not shut any doors yet and I am just walking through until he does. If he shuts
them with the current guy, I will holler.”
So pray for shut doors! I know God knows what He is doing I just wish I knew just a fraction of what is going on. Why would He dangle the DREAM JOB in front of my face and say….”see it? want it? looks good huh? YOU CANT HAVE IT!” I can’t help but wonder what is wrong with me. Am I completely out of God’s will? Have I done anything to make God mad and make Him want to tease me? That’s absurd I know, but I can’t help but think that. But then I think of what I read yesterday morning…
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. – Romans 15:13
Is this all a leson to be learned? Is this just spiritual school for Ryan? If so then I better start learning it so I don’t have to go back to class again.
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