Out Running God

Kinda stupid to think that we can out run God but so many times that’s what I do.  Often I try to read God’s mind (as if that were possible) and “help Him out” by doing things or pushing for things that I think are what He has planned for me.   For instance,  I recently came across an opportunity that would give me satisfaction, self pride and fulfillment if I was able to do it.  So I pushed and planned and hoped for weeks to no avail.   The opportunity passed and I was left in a worse place than I was because in the planning and pushing for what I thought was a good idea for God to do I neglected my current responsibilities creating more work and headache for myself and family.   I have a self-inflicted sickness of not being content with where God has me at the moment.  For some reason I feel that the grass will defiantly be greener on the other side.   “If only______ then we could _______” or “If I could do __________ then I would find fulfillment.”  I seem to always overlook the scriptures that say to work with your hands, live a quite life and whatever you do do it as if working for the Lord.

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